i have lost it.
i can't study for my exam tomorrow. too much things on my mind. i need to stop procrasinating. its so hard. i think i have ADHD or something ugh. i cannot pull myself together.
f
ucking pops wont let me wear my vans. he says dey're not good for me. they're beautiful too.
im waiting for 17 July to come along cos i can't wait for Harry potter and the half blooded prince. can't wait!!!!
now another bother has come along.
if i should do cosmos or not if not i might do it next year or do CTYI. mums doesn't want me to do comsos this year at all i dont think she would approve of ctyi. but then again im not doing cosmos anymore but im doing summer discovery. (: uh its kinda expensive thou, it starts at 6k. dear me! i wanna start a portfolio at RISD or pratt next year. ahh :l too much wants but not enough time.
-i
