19 March 2013

lust list

mood: irritated
now playing: Step | Vampire Weekend
+Vampire Weekend's new album Modern Vampires of the City
+Karen Walker sunnies
+Coco Mademoiselle Chanel parfum
+honey lavender tea and corn bread from Native Foods

08 March 2013

I got a car!

My parents bought me a red SUV yesterday afternoon.
I didn't really have a say in it, nor do I really need it.
But I am thankful.
Exams are slowly creeping in, and papers are all stacking up waiting to be written and turned in.
Stress is consuming me faster than I have ever imagine it to.
I feel so nauseous and nervous all the time. I'm restless and I just have this constant "I think I'm going to vomit" feeling and my head hurts.
I don't think I can do this anymore.

It's me vs science vs anxiety attacks.
And I'm in last place.