17 April 2014

DEADLINES

I AM SO BEHIND WITH RESUME WRITING, DEADLINES, PODCASTS, READING ASSIGNMENTS, HOMEWORK, PAPERS, WORKING OUT, BLOGGING, MARKETING IDEAS, AND STUDYING.
WHAT IS GOING ON.
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THERE'S NOT ENOUGH TIME AND AT THE SAME TIME NOTHING IS GETTING DONE.

UGH I AM SO FRUSTRATING WITH MY SITUATION RIGHT NOW.
AND HOW DO I HAVE 550 PHOTOS ON MY INSTAGRAM ALREADY. #socialmediatidinessfreak

I'm also really frustrated about my pink earphones being broken on one side, which means I have to bring my white ones. So much for a backup pair.

On the bright side- I downloaded a few management apps that I really like. Something that made me slap myself back awake and to reality is that one of the apps provide the background info on the developer of the certain program I 'commit to' and their info was that they are "a entrepreneur / software engineer / Standford graduate /  olympic weightlifter / marathon-er" and.....that just made me realize how minor my problems are compared to what they've accomplished already. If they can do that, I should be able to prioritize efficiently and do what I need to do. Also, I've been happy with the traffic coming into Style Prosciutto despite how slow posting has been. UGHHSDLFKJDS:KFJSDLFds okay. back to work.

16 April 2014

Home is where your heart is set in stone

mood: nostalgic

Gabrielle darling, you bring me back to 10th grade,
...being in humanities with foreign yet intimate faces, and being in classes with my bestie, sketching dreams out and talking about living in LA, taking photos of each other like we were all that, myspace, trains, buzznet and hannabeth and audrey kitching, gloomy bear, and lots of UK/brighton influenced fashion, having fringes, and wearing tights and leather moto jackets...ahh and remember kaylee? yeah I wonder where she is now, we used to chat via msn, I'd wake up early because of the time difference on the other side of the world, and I'd write "becos" and "mum" and other silly british accents because I thought I could escape reality like that...
but resurfacing your music, is good, because I guess it brings me peace and serenity.
A part of me wants to go back and be the beautiful yet slightly deranged person i was before the real world got a hold of me and made me work only to survive.
Gabrielle bring me back to when I believed that I could live in dreams and pass my days as an artist, musician, dancer, wanderlust-ee, and a culture connoisseur.

Back to when I lived in dreams and self-faith, disregarding what anyone thought of me.
Ha oh I wish I had the same mentality.

15 April 2014

Paranoid

paranoid so I use the red pens from Target
paranoid so I have the adorable fresh&easy rubber key tag on my keys
paranoid so I keep my JCrew clothes extra neat
paranoid so I ... so I ... try not to fight with anyone.
I was always trying
-i

14 April 2014

Keeping Up

now playing: Black Swan (film)

Went to exercise today, and got dinner early and showered.
Time to watch Black Swan and do the first draft of my paper.

Got in contact with a few recruiters, hopefully I get good outcome.
I still need to submit my main app though. Ugh, but I'm so behind with school work, so I guess that comes first.

So jealous of everyone at Coachella this past weekend, and I guess I will be again next for weekend 2.
Oh well, what can I do.

-i
Talking to you like this.
It's so nostalgic, you know?

13 April 2014

Stop

My dad won't stop harassing me about stuff.
Don't ask me about it.

08 April 2014

& Counting

now playing: ungirthed | purity ring
current mood: panicking over unfinished english reading

3 tumblrs (one private)
4 blogspots (public)
1 public Facebook
1 twitter
1 private Facebook
4 emails
2 instagrams
1 vine

grand total: 17 social media sites (off the top of my head, not sure if i missed anything)
x____x

06 April 2014

Time Flies

now playing: Time to Pretend | MGMT
mood: sad
Okay, maybe 6 days late, but I just wanted everyone to enjoy my calendar as much as I do.

The color hue difference is due to the face that, I took March midday, and April early in the AM's.
Sorry.

xo i.