31 January 2014


Looking through old high school photos on a friend's Facebook account.
It makes me remember why I didn't have any friends- because my parents never let me hang out with them at all besides at school, and they went everywhere, had sleep overs and such.

I don't know if that was a blessing- to have not wasted time on people that probably wouldn't matter today, or a curse.

19 January 2014

The Past Is Just A Story We Tell Ourselves

currently: feeling quiet
listening to: photographs | arcade fire

Her (Spike Jonze) is such an incredible movie.
I cried on and off throughout the entire movie. The plot is very simple, as it is just about a disconnected man who has recently gone through a divorce, trying to find himself and fix his loss of communication, as he falls into a relationship with his operating system who is the ideal match for him as she was tailored and programmed to fit his needs best. I thought the cinematography reflect greatly on how the characters felt, using mainly red (as the theme), blue/black, and an overlay of white to soften and create this 'ethereal' sense of futuristic utopia. The entire movie is filled with modern technology, and touched with "60's architecture"- futuristic minimalism colored in with

Even if you come home late and I’m already asleep, just whisper in my ear one little thought you had today. Because I love the way you look at the world. And I’m so happy I get to be next to you and look at the world through your eyes.
-Theodore Twombly

I thought that Her was visually beautiful, and the writing was very....bitter sweet (for a lack of better terms). It made me feel very empty, lonely, yet connected. Nostalgic and sad. And I appreciate the fact that they used a lot of acoustic/piano music, and 'raw' vocals.
Definitely see it if you haven't! The writing is absolutely beautiful!


16 January 2014


Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. 
Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it.

15 January 2014

Profound Wednesdays

Being profound and seeming profound. 
Those who know that they are profound strive for clarity.
Those who would like to seem profound to the crowd strive for obscurity.
For the crowd believes that if it cannot see to the bottom of something it must be profound. It is so timid and dislikes going into the water.

13 January 2014

I want

CDG x Play striped blue t
Celine 3 zipper cross body
Acne light wash jeans
?APC raw jeans?
APC Roma shorts 
APC C'est Génial t 

And these acne ami peach sandals 

Obsessions Inspirations and Role Models

now playing: beach house | bloom (album)

I need to reconstruct my blog and find my direction.

To turn away from all things glittery and gleaming,
it just turns to lust anyways.
Revive my old passion for the raw, true, wooden, grained and dust.
Kissing you under the moonlit skies next to the fire crackling away.
I'll dance for you in my circle skirt, until I find the truth in 35mm film.
Because digital is faker than the City.

http://love-aesthetics.blogspot.com *the usual
.....sophia's guide to paris

My 10th grade obsession is like a polaroid. It went away but didn't fade completely.
You won't know.
No one knows.

09 January 2014

God I'm so sorry.

Real Love

You know, you know, we belong by the stream, to the dawn

07 January 2014

Blank ruled paper.

Today was the first day of classes for this year and this winter quarter.
Analytical chemistry seems a little dry, I tend to drift elsewhere during this class. But the teacher is quite lanky, tall, yet nice. I coincidentally picked the seat next to T today, and I saw some people from my first multivariable calc class from last quarter. I just hope I can actually keep my mind in that class in the future, and that I can forever score that seat.
Biochemistry is alright. I can't say much about this one right now, except for the fact that it is in my favorite class room.
Multivariable calc (second part) is quite manageable today. We just learned how to solve double integrations, I believe they're called iterated integrals. He seems to be a pretty good professor so far, I enjoy the system he set up for homework, however I am a little worried because there are no quizzes. Plus the class is only three chapters long, and the first chapter only has three lessons. ???? Yes I'm confused as well.

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Reminiscing to a week ago...driving back to Las Vegas from Utah, and eating at The Buffet at Wynn. And then going shopping at the outlets, then driving to In&Out, and then dinner at Koba, and then the countdown.
Everything was good. Everything was great.
Winter break goes by so fast when you're working.

Sometimes I appreciate my work opportunity, but other times, I wish I didn't have a job until I graduate because when I finally get time to relax and make memories while "I'm young", I'm actually busy. I feel like all the seasons I enjoy, fly by so fast I can't even take the time to celebrate it.

05 January 2014

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I forgot my headphones
I lost (left?) my glasses (somewhere hopefully in the house)
I left my doc martens back at home
Why am I sleeping at 230a on day 0 of second quarter?

Having serious Europe withdrawals...even Maui's warm soft sands will suffice. I  want to be back on vacation.

Craving chocolate truffles, hot latte, and the comforts of your embrace. 
And recently I've just been mad about Nordstrom. 👗✨ 

02 January 2014

2014 Resolutions

1. manage and market Style Prosciutto efficiently.
2. get the internship
3. let go of all the negativity in my life, and every one that is bad for me.
4. become a better person
5. become more independent than I am right now
6. cut out excessive sugar & carb intake
7. find out what I want, and get it.

01 January 2014

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Hollywood and Brentwood, everything seemed to be good.
Only you, are still trying to sink my ship.